They come to build a wall between us.
Sitting here with purplish red hairdye in. I work tomorrow, 4:45-10pm. Being an adult is frustrating. All I really wanna do is hot guys and LSD. I'm hitting that rock bottom, boredom. Something's gonna happen. I was expecting everything to change, and it didn't. I'm so silly to ever believe these things. Of course life is silly and always wants to surprise you. I remember all those nights I spent with Robin, wishing I could drink something, not wanting to watch a movie. I really did think she was my friend soulmate, but I didn't even know who I was. I changed. I'm still changing, always, everyday. Maybe that's why I have a high friend turnover rate. I just outgrow people, and they outgrow me. That's fine, I just wish I had a constant best friend. I make do with my temporary ones, even people I've known for years, but I don't know.
Hello, Seattle.
I am an albatross.
What Do You Want To Know?
- grey.skies.dark.lies
- I decided this "About Me" needed an update. I am not the same person I was 2 years ago. I'm not the same person I was 2 days ago, in fact. The person I am now? I love math. Shamelessly. If math were a person, I would kill to be his loving wife. I love food, on and off. Some days I wake up with a pure hate for food, some days we are the best of friends down in my belly. I am weird, and the concept of being "normal" is abhorrent and repulsive. I like big words that no one uses, like dodtrantal. It means "nine inches in length." Just a fact. I am a lazy student, but I have a master plan to become valedictorian and attend an Ivy League school. Somehow. I adore adore adore Regina Spektor and about a million other bands. I love strangers because I love to hear their stories and life information. I love sharing my stories and life information. I basically have a tepid yet fervent relationship with life that I am quite content with. Now, all of this will change within a week; I guarantee.
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