I'm An Awful Person

Because I'm given everything and all I want to do is hang out with my friends and play the banjo.

I'm pretty irresponsible, I know. I'm an attention whore. I don't care about anything in life but my friends, my parents, my dog, my music, my instruments, my God, and my Sufjan. But it's okay. Everything has its piece of time, and right now it is my time to be this crazy person. Later, I can be somebody else. I will be okay.

I'm supposed to have my valedictorian speech written by 9 am tomorrow so I can rehearse it, but right now I have a little bit written down. And I just want to go to school to see my underclassmen friends!! GAH. It's a beautiful time, the beginning of summer. The end of summer sucks. Because at the end of summer you're like "Holy Fuck, I have to leave my friends and go to college and not see them for MONTHS! AH!" but right now I'm just like "Yay. Let's have fun and be assholes and have fun because we have 3 months to do it!!!" And it's okay.

Sometimes it's great to be 18 years old, driving around, listening to Voxtrot on full blast, with a hipster stick in your mouth. I recommend it.