Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Self-Reflection

So, I was bored, and was reading through my old journal entries, and I really liked this one. It's when the realization that 2007 is gone finally sunk in. OK, here it is, word for word! :) (and it may offend some people, I'm sorry, but I'm not going to fudge my words).

"10:22 pm, January 6, 2007 (//edit: yeah, I wrote 2007 instead of 2008. ha.)
Begin to breathe, move.
Words from the diary of an unheard soul are usually the best. God, I saw today's date and thought "wtf?!".
I'm sick of a lot of shit right now. I was reading some of Pete's old entries, and I wanted to cry. Those were good times, back then. For him, not me. I miss him. i barely know him, and I love him. Fall Out Boy, I think, has the coolest fanbase. We're so dedicated. I'm glad to be a part of it.
What began as a fluke, ended up being destiny
Look in my eyes, I take you there with me.
It rhymes?!?
Teenie. (//edit: LOL!)
Haha Pete mentioned ZEZEtheX in his old blog. And he said someone gave a shoutout to the FOBr boardies. o.0
Twinnies have so much going against us. The majority of the FOBr site hates us. And you know what? I like it. Fuck the boards. If they can't be nice, we won't listen.
I want a blog like Pete, where people listen and twist my words around. Yup.
What else can I say? As long as I have you, I'm good."

//little interpretation/comment goes here//

4 comments:

TreadySoflty said...

haha. i can't stand the boards.
no offense.

did you ever read the entry where he said 'if you're not talking to a band member, you're NOT talking to a band member'. but that's completely paraphrased, though he wrote something like that.

besides, nowadays it's 'Brendon Urie' on the boards.. haha, some people need to grow up.

grey.skies.dark.lies said...

i know, seriously!! everyone is pretending to be famous people... it's really stupid-- like, "get your own identity, stop borrowing theirs!" lol. :]

TreadySoflty said...

yeah. haha. i doubt that any celebrities would talk like that.
haha.

megtwinny said...

aww biancake your amazing. and its true. i read all his old journals too...and he has changed. but its a good kind of change [i think]. i mean...i wasnt there durring the time of tttyg..but i am here for them now. i know how fall out boy was then, and they are different now. but its okay. those were the good old days, but these can be the good new days ya know? (=