OK, last night, i realized something. Well, I've already known this for the longest time, but STILL.
So, I was in a full-on pig-out mood last night, eating all these sweets. Which sounds good at first, but then I went to bed at around 11:50. Then, 10 minutes later, my stomach felt sooo bad. So, I went downstairs to get a Pepto Bismul (ugh nasty) and went back upstairs. But, I felt like I was gonna throw up, so I got SO DAMN NERVOUS. And I realized, there's something wrong here. Seriously, I was shaking so violently, my teeth were chattering, and I could barely breathe. I hate it. I frikking HATE that I have a phobia of throwing up. Because, it's a natural part of life, but that's seriously my worst nightmare. Ugh... So, this morning, I was so scared my stomach was gonna hurt again, that I didn't eat. Then I was sooo hungry, so I ate the safest thing possible, bran cereal. I hate bran cereal!! And so, I had like a quater of a bowl, so I'm still hungry.
Meh, I'm done with my phobia rant. I have to stop letting it control me.
ps-- nikki (suddenly seymour) of you're reading this, I was trying to look at your blog, but it said "only invited readers can read this" so... can you invite me? *smile smile* k thanks :)
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i'm srry about your phobia ):
i hate thrwing up..but i instatly feel better afterwards. ickk...i just had this nasty egg..now my stomach hurts :/
haha anywayss...i hope u feel better! 9:
ugh. I have that phobia too :[
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