"west is all i know," say my sun

written jan. 7, 2007

stay away, stay out.
i'll keep you under the glow of pity.
not as bright as pride,
but i'll take what i can get.
do you really want to help?
the way you say you do?
save my life by not letting me love you.
hope gets you no where,
faith leaves you blinded,
and love is the worst gift that you've taken away from me.
remember this:
"this means nothing.
these words are lifeless."
let them fall unto your tongue, and they are acid.
you're the only one who can hurt me like this.
don't say sorry, it comes out wrong.
don't say you love me, because i actually believe your lies.