now, my love. we must part...

these last few days have been so weird for me.
i had the worst nightmares last night, but i'm afriad they might not be nightmares... they were so real, i could feel them and hear them, even when i was awake.

also, i've learned it's against my nature to avoid people. once they enter my life, i can't let them go. they have to leave themselves, but still it hurts. i guess i'm just too loving a person.